smarty-gurl

My reasons for writing this: 1. For those who read some of my stories/fanfics: I'm pretty much done on this site. 2. To let those of you who are wondering why, know why. I'm not the same person I was when I began this D.A. account and I don't think I should continue to.. dwell on the memories it has. I just can't write well anymore and I might as well let that be it untill maybe one day a random plot will pop in my head like it used to. So since that's not going to happen anytime soon, I'm not doing anything with this account anymore. So, it's mostly dead besides what's already on here. It would be a shame to delete everything I've put tim

ripowkdporqnjgoiqtjgpoGOQITJFOIRWNJFOIJRAGOIJWADqos!!!!!! I wrote last night from, like, 10 to 2! Well, correction, I read over a story I already wrote and added a buncha stuff and re-worded it and made corrections, THEN I wrote a few paragraphs but by then it was super late, or well, early. BUT I /did/ write, and it was amazingly awesome to write down words and express stuff. Bad thing? I think it happened because of Friday night.. But we won't go there. Okay? What's also absolutely fantastic is that the sun came out when I woke up!! There was this horrible storm while I was writing, and when I woke up it's the like the world was/is

Okay, still no desire to write but the sorta sadness thinking about how much joy it brought me. Ya know? Like,  I know how much I got into it and how it made me feel 10000x's better, but if I sit down and attempt, I swear I can hear crickets in my brain. Maybe it's just some HUGE block, or it's because that my personality shifted to a happier me. I mean, I AM an okay looking, young (but not), girl that's on her way to graduating highschool and starting my life/career! How great is that? I'm not homeless, ugly, alone, and/or stupid. So, if me being able to write again includes me having to think negatively again, I don't wanna go back!!